Heeelloooozzz! (:
Sorryy ah! one month plus nvr post!
Miss me horrx? x.x
Sorry, was busy wif exams, and alot of activities!
Hhaashs, okay la tell u all abit abt my exams.
Grades got improve I can say, COMPARED to 2009~!
English, 58.5
HCL, 61.4
Maths, 81.4 (:
Sci, 68.8 D: My MYE is 72!!! urgghhh! x.x
Geog, 64! =.=
Lit, 48.8! =.= MYE I pass siaaaa~ stupid HOLS hmwk! )':
DNT, 75! hehehehx! (:
L1R5, 18! (:
okay my L1R5 nvr rlly improve since term one, cos of geog and sci but oh well~
I last yr 25 lei~ now is HEALTHY zone hahasx! :D HAPPY! (:
Had my VB camp~ ! Is was great, okay nt extreme fun compared to last yr cos last yr is a FUN CAMP, but this yr is nt but is FUN! xD plusss ULTRA tiring! D: but nvm las .... Now, cant w8 for NAV camp! I this yr comfirm must go! (:
Well, actually tho my life may seem kinda wonderful now but honestly saying it isnt. I had soo much confilcts wif my frens, misunderstanding and stuffs . I feel so unfair, I am just trying my best to chnge, why do they hv to say things tt hurt me deeply.? yeah I know they wan me chnge but they also duno the full story, why would they wan to say thihngs tt hurt me so much? They nvr even gone thru wat I gone thru, they freakign dun hv the right to say me at all~ yeah I know my closer frens know the story so they wont buy "hypocrites" story but so wat? Others still will hv bad impression of me right? I am trying so hard to chnge now srsly. But now, in a way or another I can accept *, I duno why bah? cos wadeve * did to me was abit too much? I duno when is the true side of * . I am always living in th world of pretendency? first him, 2nd them now *? Wad u expect me to do sia? x.x I am really tired u noe? Give in, then gt said as " turn bck to sqaure" wow? best la.... ~ I dunno why am I syaing this but I still gonna say las, Why do ppl wan to say so badly abt others when they nvr even reflect on themselves? Why do ppl, made a plot for me and I hv to step into this terror plot all becos I wan ppl to noticed my chnged? Which part of it isit fair to me? I alr lost soo much fren u noe? Tt day I tok to him, srsly porperly. Everything abt sec1 just flashed thru my mind. I feel like I went bck to sec1, is nt cos I still ... him or wat la. But is like as a fren, I miss all my last time close fren sooooo much D: I duno wat happen bahh~ But ppl out thr, u wan badmouth me dun be such a coward and make me hv bad impression in front of other ppl la u noe, cos someday, u will get bck wad u did to me, doubly !~ so just limit urslef k? I hv higghhhh tolerence lvl, but dun mis-used it, I will make u regret! x.x
Ppl, can do me a favor? Help me pray for my grandpa? my closest one! He just gt a stroke D: I witness his stroke x.x it was saddening, I miss my old grandpa soo much D: luckily now he is lose speech oni la, [but bad enuf!] pray for him plsss! begging u! he is such a gd person! After this incident I learned smth, cherished wadeve u hv now, and dun take things for granted! D:
Lastly, I hv rlly let go of him this time? Is tiring bah, duno if feeling will be back, but if it does, I will keep it in silence~ :X
~Sometimes things no need to be complicated to feel happy. But instead, things just have to be simple and u will feel tt u hv the BEST things on earth tho is jus simplicity (: