hey supp ppl!
ytd was national day holiday not national day!! hahahz...
anyway jus came bck from trainin 1hr40mins ago...okay I noe I am very lame...but anyway today is NOT a very GDD day for me...Got some of my results back...and it sux..tho got pass...but still like bounder line...I wonder how come I can be soo dumb in everything...seriously dunno why am I in this world lah....hias...I oso think I am in a world of PRETENDENCE....somehow feel that way...Pretending is not a gd thing to do...especially to your frens...unlesss there are reasons that really mus use pretending like mine...or mayb i am jus using it as a EXcuse I hv no idea...but I hope nt...SOOO many things happen to me since term3 started...I felling so vexed up...so stressed up...but is like I feel happy I feel sad...so I dunno wat I am feeling...I sometimes can even fake laugh in front of my frens lah...but is not very obvious is fake...as I always laugh...but is like I feel sad and a little emo inside my heart but on the outside I am laughing like crazy...dun u find me a little SOTSOT alrdy?!?! I dunno lahs...but if u find me that way..pls.pls.pls tell me!! okay i noe this whole post sounded quite emo...so hope it wont influence u by making u emo too...but if u hv the same feeling as wat i felt plss..say it to someone it will feel better...SOOOO much better....okay i gtg ler...tired after a whole day of training bb! ;D D: