Hey peepos!! ;DD sorry ah nvr post for sooo long.... I will post from now on kays?!?! promise!!! ;D recently many things happen to me bah....and to the world...firstly H1N1...this stupid H1N1 make us not have trainin for a month!!..alot yeah?!?! i noe thats long... and when we went back few wks back our skills all deproved....but now improving back since after a few wks..but between this few wks many of my teammates including me fell ill....it was terrible to fell ill....and between this few wks there was common test...and common test to me was a tough time rlly tough time...havin lots of pressure...I actually studied for 7hours straight!! than recently I getting super frustrated bah...cos I hv big rumour...so irritating...stupid lo...hv rumour...i like ages try nt to hv rumour ler...but in the end still hv...but oso feeling very confused abt alot of things...rlly confused..but I gave up halfway as I think is impossible...but I dunno should I... hahah and there was Nafa!!! I think I got GOLD!!! ;DDDD but if dun hv i oso will nt get tat dissapointed bah!! mayb a little especially my 2.4!! cos I was sick than I didnt get A!! DDD: i soo saddd....than training is still as usual...I hope I hv been improving my skills...now I am currently at the position of middle spiker...but team2... but I oso nt comfirm main12...hope soo!! as I hv been wanting to be in main12...I all of a sudden think my life is so messed up...with alot alot of things...VB..Family..studies..personal privacy..all messed up!!! dunno hw to solve it...mayb i should solve it 1 by 1...may be easier. But I am afraid after I solve one the nxt one will get worse..!!! AHH!!! i going mad soon...I feel so sian...sometimes even felt I live meaninglessly...Dunno...luckily having my GREAT frens around me...but conflicts hv been happening too...but I hope I will forgive her..I am trying my best as some ppl thinks she is nice..than is like okay lo she nice...so I trying but hard...rlly hard..hias...anyway I trying my best to solve things recently....soo kinda busy and lazy.. ;DD luv u all guys and srry for nt posting soo longg.. ;DD and HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!! ;D <<33 u all!!